So in the past few weeks I haven’t posted as we have been super busy starting nursery and college and getting into the swing of a routine! in these past couple of weeks we have had a lot happen so i have a lot to catch up and blog about.
Had his first ever cold!
Moved into a toddler bed!
And done two full weeks at nursery 🙂
Dealt with my first ever baby cold!
Dealt with transitioning a toddler from cot bed to toddler bed!
And done two full weeks at college
And Nathan/Daddy has;
Dealt with his first ever baby cold and tonsillitis
Dealt with transitioning a toddler from cot bed to toddler bed
And been busy with work and had a super exciting interview
I was supposed to update this last Thursday when Oliver had his second visit to nursery, his solo stay and play. However things went ‘tits up’! Oliver had his stay and play and absolutely loved it, he had bonded so well with the teachers and other staff and he cried when we had to leave. I was feeling so good about the nursery and about how Oliver was handling starting nursery… BUT (to cut a long story short) my childcare funding wouldn’t stretch to pay for the session hours and I was told all this last minute. I have been so stressed!
1. Why did the nursery (after me enquiring many times) wait until a few days before Oliver was due to start to tell me that they wanted me to pay full sessions and my funding wouldn’t cover the costs
2. Why did college leave it until a few days before Oliver was due to start nursery to tell me that they wouldn’t pay session hours and they would only fund the exact times i was in college, no overlap? (I also enquired about this many times!)
SO… that left me 2 days to find a new nursery that had places, had flexible sessions/pay per hour and were obviously registered and reliable! Some how me and my other half found one. But this only leaves one session for him to meet everyone and explore and this nursery is totally different!! it is set up in a home environment and is really small, although this should be a good thing, he will get a more 1 to 1 care, it has kinda freaked me out that it is soooo different to the one i set my heart on!
Oliver goes for a play session at his new nursery on Thursday!
Why cant everything be straight forward?! I hate not being organised 😦
In the post today I received a letter saying I have got a place on the course! I enroll on the 7th and I’m super excited! But I am also super nervous, since I was last at college (nearly three years ago) I have lost all my confidence and I am so selfconsious now. When I fell pregnant with Oliver I lost all my friends (clearly weren’t friends) and I put on so much weight, I literally cry every time I go clothes shopping 😦 Oliver is well and truely my safety blanket, when I go out I wrap myself up in him so much I don’t have time to think about myself or other people, he is with me every second of every day, but unfortunately he can’t come to college with me. It’s time to build myself back up. This time around i feel as if I’m starting totally alone and I’m going to be really vulnerable. But I’m also looking forward to finding some new confidence, maybe loosing a bit of weight and hopefully making some friends along the way. Positive thinking is going to be key.
Side note: I’m so proud of my fiancé, Nathan. Who is steaming through his exams with flying colours. I’m made up that he has thrown himself into this new line of work and that he absolutely loves it! It’s nice to see him back out there and gaining confidence. A first step in a very happy career for him!